Since childhood, I have been a very ordinary girl, with average appearance, average qualifications, and even a not-so-pleasant personality. I am introverted, taciturn, and a little weird.

I studied an ordinary second degree in college. It has been five years since I graduated. I studied accounting. When I applied for the exam, I took my mother’s advice into consideration. She thought this major was easy to find a job.

Sure enough, during the graduation season, when everyone was busy applying for jobs, I passed the school recruitment and successfully found my first job: it was a small tax accounting firm.

I have just graduated and have no experience. I am mainly responsible for accounting and related tax declarations. I occasionally learn consulting and auditing business from my seniors.

The work content was boring, I was slow to do things, and my work status was always tepid. Later, my mother was worried that I would leave home alone. For future considerations, I resigned and returned to a city closer to home to look for opportunities. .

I just came back, and I had no friends. Fortunately, a college friend also worked here. She kindly took me in, so we rented a house together.

I entered a new company and was mainly responsible for finance. After the training, I was sent to the client to learn and connect with a financial director.

Although it is only responsible for part of the work, it is basically all manual work, which is very complicated to learn and difficult to operate because of the huge amount of data. While others were able to practice what they learned that day in a timely manner, I couldn't keep up with everyone's pace, causing my progress to fall behind little by little.

I wasn’t too alert at first, thinking I could catch up if I spent more time, but as I learned more and more content, I found that time was not enough, and the pressure became more and more intense. In the end, I had no choice but to learn more and more content. Ask the leader if you want to replace someone.

The leader said that time has passed and it would be difficult for new people to learn from scratch. He told me to stick to it and arrange for someone to take over after I return.

God knows how stressed I was at that time. I once stayed up all night and sat up until dawn.

As time goes by, I feel more and more that my work is like a pool of stagnant water, with no progress, low efficiency, and the whole person is muddle along.

Firstly, I am sure that if I study hard, I will definitely gain something from the course; secondly, I want to find some ways to change myself.

1. Objective management, the remaining work was completed in one week.

Before joining the training camp, I always looked at what the people around me were doing and then considered whether I should do the same thing. I followed what others said and never thought deeply about myself and what my true desires and goals were.

My colleagues around me feel that the industry is in a sluggish situation, so they are preparing to take professional-related certificates, and are very determined to enroll in classes online and offline at their own expense.

I saw everyone working hard and thought that I could not fall behind, so I also joined the torrent of certification.

At that time, I was still confident and thought I could win through self-study. However, after signing up, I didn’t make a plan according to the exam objectives at all. I just let myself go and read the book seriously. I can count on my fingers the number of times.

The result is that before entering the examination room, you know that you are in a bad mood. Not only have you made no progress in work and study, but you have also wasted time and destroyed your self-confidence.