To tell the truth, for you at the age of 35, even if you can take the civil service exam, you only have one chance. On the way to the national examination, you will die if you don't succeed. But that doesn't mean you can't apply, and you will always feel sorry if you don't try. Anyway, you are unemployed at home. Why not put aside all doubts and hesitations and try to have a blog?
I don't think there will be a future until I get into the civil service.
First of all, in our country, civil servants seem to be painted with a golden halo, as if they have reached the peak of their lives after being admitted to civil servants. In fact, this is a wrong cognition.
Secondly, even if civil servants are the legendary golden rice bowls, the welfare benefits and development prospects of civil servants in different positions in different cities are different, even very different.
Competition within the civil service system is also quite fierce. Your age has no advantage in the army of civil servants, and those college students who are younger than you and have just left school will have an advantage.
Of course, if you have connections and can find a way to arrange a good position for you after passing the exam, that is another matter.
Finally, I advise you not to take the civil service exam. There are countless roads and paths leading to Rome. As long as you can find something that suits you and can help you reach the other side of your goal successfully, you can work hard in that direction.
To sum up, my advice to you is:
Don't think so much yet. If you can sign up for the exam, seize this last chance and try your best to win him over.
If you get better, you can find a job as soon as you drop out of the list and create your own glory in another field.