The moment I saw this question, I was really shocked, so simple questions also want to come out to ask, that shows that your thinking has been very lazy, shows that you do need to improve themselves.
It was supposed to be that I was very unconfident, and seeing your question, I think I can give you a time to be a teacher's master, and as for what the sages said about the suffering of people in the good teacher, let's put it aside for the time being. My idea for you is to quit your job and go to the big city.
You said yourself that you have no political aspirations, you don't want to be a leader, you don't want to climb up the ladder, and you don't want to wait for death. This is the first time I've ever seen a person with a high school diploma, and I've never seen a person with a high school diploma who has a high school diploma.
There is a famous saying that a soldier who doesn't want to be a general is not a good soldier. This famous saying responds to a person's love and fighting spirit, because of the love of their military status, so they hope that they can become the best in the military, because of the full of the fighting spirit to become a general, so the love of the emotion to show.
Compare this quote, we can easily find that you do not love the work of civil servants, so you do not want to grow in the ranks of civil servants, do not want to become the best in the civil service,because of the lack of love, you do things with no passion, there will be a kind of mixed feeling of waiting for death.
And the feeling of waiting for death makes you unusually anxious, you especially want to get rid of this state, you don't want your life to be like this, How do you hope you can get constant promotion, how do you hope to be able to improve your ability to make income also increase.
You see, the reason why you have this state today, the root cause is you don't love or even hate the work of civil servants, that's why you want to do some side work. I come from the countryside, when I was a child in the family fed the pigs and cattle, the elders often use the pig ah cattle ah dog ah to teach me some of the principles of life, one of which is: the cattle do not drink the water strong press the head. Your current state is a cow, and the work of civil servants is water, you were forced by your family into the civil service. The best way to solve this problem is to try to raise your head and think carefully about whether you are really thirsty and whether you really need this bucket of water in the civil service, and if you really don't need it, then quit your job and go to the big city.
The big city is a stressful place to live, but it also has many opportunities for growth that you need. When you go to the big city and face the pressures of life, if you're a brave person, you'll surely turn pressure into motivation and grow up quickly.
Please believe me, you are still young, you just 28 years old, and at present, Heilongjiang such a backward place, life expectancy has been 75 years old, that is to say, even if you live in Heilongjiang such a backward place, as long as there is no accident, you live to 75 years old is also the probability of the event, think about it, you are only 28 years old now, there are still almost 50 years away from the age of 75, 50 years, enough time for you to You're only 28 now, and you've got 50 years before you're 75. 50 years is plenty of time to make your way in the big city.
So, my advice to you is to quit your job and go to the big city to find your dream, otherwise, in the next 50 years, you are in this kind of state of waiting for death every day, it will be a boring thing ah, it will be how to live up to the good time ah.