〓Xiao Bing〓

Age: 17

Weight: 55kg

Birthday: 1990.6.27

Height: 170cm

Birthplace: Shandong

Language: Cantonese, English and Chinese

Aspirational city: Hong Kong

Character: rebellious, publicity, etc.< /p>

Popularity index: high

Future ambition: film and television

Personal major: computer

Hobbies: listening to music and going to strange places

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Email: 5555xiaobing@163.com

〓 Important Awards〓

Excellence Award in the First Middle School Composition Competition in 2003

May 2006 Angel News reporter ID number: 0618214

Joined the Contemporary Culture and Art Center (Campus) Writers Committee in August 2006

Certificate number 5084

Campus in September 2006 Reporter

Published "Time Will Never Go Back" in May 2007

Third Prize in the Second New Classroom National Innovation Essay Contest in July 2007

2007 Second Prize in the National "Century Cup" Writing Competition in August 2007

Published "Solo" in November 2007

First Prize in the Global Chinese Young Writers Writing Competition in December 2007

Published "The Fame Retreats" in January 2008

Won the Gold Medal in the 7th National Youth Star Competition in April 2008

Chinese in June 2008 Member of the Writers Committee

Won the title of Gongsheng in the "Online Composition Competition" of the Innovation Composition Network

Silver Prize in the Youth Group of the Third Harmonious China "Bingxin Cup" Literary Competition

Second Prize in the 9th "China Young Writers Cup" Essay Contest

〓Work Resume〓

At the age of 16, I went to Xianyang Internet City to work as a network administrator. I worked as a waiter in old Sichuan

17-year-old food factory worker

Now, the waiters in Songcheng are very chaotic

I feel that the writer is too vulgar. Therefore, as a newcomer born in the 1990s, I have experienced a lot.

〓Personal Collection〓

2005: "The Ignorant Years" and "Where is the Future"

2006: "The First Day of Life" and "Poetry Journey"

2007: "First Day of Life 2", "Wandering Festival", "Lost"

2008: "Higher Vocational School" and "Confused Summer"

〓Xiao Bing's classic quotations〓

1. Some people's lives are beyond the reach of others, just like fish will never live with the birds in the sky.

2. Every humble place has a wonderful world. However, we cannot step in at the same time. However, we are all walking on the same time tunnel...running...falling...

3. The life and people we have long been tired of. Suddenly, I felt nostalgic again. In this small town where I have lived for three years, there are places I have never been to, people I have never been in contact with, and things I have never experienced.

4. Who knows what will happen tomorrow.

5. Those lonely skies have not completely left my world, and I am still sad. The birds still cried hollowly, singing a sad single. Those long-lost wounds have still not healed, and they still hurt deep in my heart.

6. No matter how many days later, what will happen to us. We must live happily, because we will all die for a long, long time.

7. If one day, time flies away. I will also watch the sunset alone. I don't know where you are coming from. But you are my legend, and your dream is the legend of the world. All sorrow will be reborn.

8. Many, many things, after time, will become something else. Parting can only make some people know how to cherish it more. No matter what I say, time still flies by.

9. You know, for you I can visit Satan and break the wings of angels, but I can cross the swamp of human nature. If I were a fish, I would leave the sea for you. If I were a bird, I would give up flying in the sky. However, you can't play with my feelings, otherwise you will regret it.

10. You have staged cruel plots on me again and again. I taste the last bite of your blessing with my heart, and then wave goodbye to you.

11. Why did you choose to bury the youth I gave you, and why did you give the faith I gave you to incense? This is our sad growth. I don't blame you.

12. If I were given a chance, I would go to a new and unfamiliar place and live another life anonymously.

13. In this never-ending summer, you suddenly said to me: You are really annoying. I suddenly forgot something very important to say to you. At that moment, fate dominated everything, and the feeling you gave me didn't exist at all. What I gave you were just my carefully crafted lies.

14. It rained again. I looked up and it felt so good to be kissed by the rain on my cheek. I suddenly wanted to say: I will love you for ten thousand years.

15. The withered flowers withered on one side and re-opened new life on the other side. Continuous reincarnation. And my world will not be divided into half of yours. Because I won't let you see my loneliness.

16. Endless black, disappearing blue. You know. My fragile youth is like a cicada's wings that cannot withstand your destruction.

17. The summer light tore a long hole in the ground. I hid in the corner of the classroom, and the surroundings were quiet. I started waving the pencil to write new words. To commemorate my dead feelings, the sound is the same as the night wind, and it sounds so heartbreaking.

18. I don’t believe that meeting you is just passing by. I believe that it is a mystery that will never be solved.

19. Youth is rendered and colored on the wheel of fate. We bravely move forward on the time machine, leaving behind a period of green years that we will miss forever.

20. The noise, speed, and crowds around me all disrupted my thoughts and memory. ,

21. The street lights are still struggling to hold up the black sky, but at the corner of the building, the flashlights never light up no matter how they vibrate, and there is endless darkness ahead. I took every step bravely. , I am not afraid of causing me pain next time, even though I don’t have Guanyin in my body, and I don’t have the protection of gods. However, "they" are in my heart.

22. I stood alone on the playground, counting the days of sunset. I believed that the stars in the midnight sky were bright and would last forever.

23. Everyone needs to transform, and everyone should transform, or degenerate, or progress.

24. I still have an immature face and bright and young eyes. But it cannot transform. My innocence, my childishness, my willfulness. My various children's tempers cannot be changed. I don't want to grow up, and I'm not afraid of regrets that will haunt my future life.

25. Refuse to miss, that is the past after all; refuse to miss, then you are living in another world after all; refuse distracting thoughts, after all, it will make people learn bad things; refuse to miss, you have never loved others; refuse to believe , never believed in myself.

26. The feeling of indescribable longing, as if floating in another world, thinking of your face, the scene of our life together, like a repeated movie clip, not repeated, but not Bored.

27. I should really take back some things, let go of some things, and be a good boy.

28. Life tore a crack, leaving my youth full of lies and deception. I felt a sense of destiny. There is no end to the road, so I continue to move forward. I cannot escape, so I fall and therefore linger.

29. I am not a saint. I know that I have many shortcomings, and these are all the reasons for my survival. Put them down, how can I survive in this real space?

30. I walked many roads, drove many cars, and visited many places. In the end, I never expected that I would fall in love with wandering.

31. From the beginning, I choose to smile at everyone. In the end, I realized I was wrong and I chose to let go. What you can't let go of will last forever, and what you can't let go of will last forever.

32. Before I met you, I was still flying alone. After meeting you, I stopped because you were singing with me.

33. Those vague and looming happiness began to move back from the Tropic of Cancer, and began to exist most clearly in the grid of years.

34. Perhaps no one has thought that people who have wandered all the way have never said that I am so depressed. A kind of unfamiliar transcendence separated by thousands of water, a kind of peace of mind that takes things as they come, a kind of supreme state that downplays the world.

35. You say: I am depressed about life, I am depressed about people, I am depressed about the whole world.

People around me also said: depressed mood, depressed myself, depressed everything.

No one says that I am not depressed, no one wants to live their own life, no one knows how beautiful such a life is, the maintenance of a harmonious state. They, they, they can only think of unnecessary depression to suppress their lives.

36. I started telling everyone around me that I was not depressed. They all thought that my life was so happy and that I was not lonely even though I was alone. I thought I was living so happily with a smile on my face.

However, I spent so many days alone. He has been so silent for so many years.

However, I can only say that I am not what you think.

I finally realized that I am also very depressed.

37. Now, I seem to hear you say: I am so depressed. Now you are not with me. Time has distanced us. I want my way to go, and your dreams to go.

38. I still walk alone and live alone.

39. I know that I have no rights from God, nor the evil power of Satan. I cannot control my growth. I am just an ordinary person who can only write and fantasize. Writing is a menial job.

40. However, some people are dragged by fate and are still very close to themselves. Why? Why? It has been a mystery for so many years. When the mystery is solved, we grow up.

41. I saw my hair hanging down naturally, growing wildly in the four seasons, and creating obvious spots.

42. I once bravely confessed to a girl and understood her even though the other party disagreed and I suddenly disagreed.

43. Those are not necessary. Even if everyone leaves my world and leaves me alone, because I am so bad or too good, I will not be so sad.

44. Maybe no one has ever noticed the marks left by the footsteps? Maybe no one knows how many roads we walk every summer? However, time knows that it records countless details of our lives.

45. You once said how wonderful your future was, even though you knew it was too far away, but you still smiled happily.

46. Every year, the monsoon wind blows people traveling from north to south, and they spend their time meditating silently on the road.

47. I’m still thinking about you. In the past three years, I have been thinking about our past, the long roads, the faded pictures of youth, on which time has been flying domineeringly for many years.

48. I stood in front of God and lied, saying that you lived a happy life. I stand in front of Satan and smile, saying bad things about you.

49. No one answered, and I couldn’t give myself an answer.

50. At night, put your hands together. Countless stars are filled with my blessings for you. I wish you happiness, I wish you happiness, I wish you a blue sky every day. I just hope that you will be happy on your way, and I will be happy.

51. If you want to go your own way, why should you tell others first? Time is on your way, why should you be sad?

52. Yi Meng, now I suddenly understand that life is actually a long road, and only with time on it can there be cold colors, warm colors, or other colors. But you must perform it carefully, and your world will be gorgeous. If you just scribble it blindly, it will inevitably be played by time.

53. Because time is on the road, it has a beginning and an end, life and reincarnation, so we must take good care of ourselves. The faster we walk, the slower time will be.

54. Who is the angel in someone’s heart? Who misses Prince Charming the most? Who has blue tears in whose eyes? Who is the gorgeous chapter in whose life? In the end, it’s not all in vain/

55. In the dark night, I make a wish to the shooting stars, hoping that you will be by my side. I want to say to the sky: I like you very much.

56. Life increases the chance of you and me meeting each other. Even if we gazed briefly before, I will be happy for many days. If I miss it, I think I will sink with the sunset.

57. Time is still running on the road, and many years pass by in a flash. Youth cannot withstand our squandering. We became very good.

58. Those rising and falling birds are scattered in the forest, on the silent island, and cry every quiet summer. The wind blew the water surface into glory.

59. I am used to running on the edge of every corner and wall of every place. I always walk faster than others.

60. You are still at the far end, in that place where I can reach but cannot break through, doing nothing in a daze, walking, and watching the sunset alone. We can only understand each other by looking at each other or just saying a few words.

61. I just want to tell you that your youth is very bright and luxurious. Once you have passed it, you will never come back. You must cherish it. You can't hear me now.

62. Where are you? I'm here. A few days ago I was saying that I have grown up, and now I suddenly say that I am old again. I want to take a break during my senior year of high school and look for the immature person I once was. Then move on to the next station as quickly as a train.

63. I suddenly felt something indescribable enter my life, as if many years had passed suddenly, we were busy and forgot our childhood dreams.

64. The bird flew away. I know he will come back next year. What about you? When will you come back?

65. I didn’t tell them my name, but I only told you. My coming and going. I told you all my secrets. And the sky was dyed gray.

66. I am silent not because I don’t like to talk. Just because I'm crazy and savage doesn't mean I'm necessarily bad. I am still a child, and I have always kept my childhood dream. I can selfishly give up some luxurious flowers. Because now, I no longer throw away my childhood dreams. This is a different me than before.

67. The child is actually not far from us and can be seen when we pass by. But no one looked back, just once. In the rush of life, no one looks back on the past, no one stops to think about childhood dreams.

68. Their dreams will be gradually forgotten in an extremely depressing life. We are not children anymore. But I was still too busy studying for the college entrance examination and my nerves were numb. And after many years, dreams will be forgotten. This is also my sorrow, and perhaps the sorrow of the entire generation. However, I calmed down, recalled my childhood, and looked for my childhood dreams.

69. I want you to know that if a person can be lonely, he must have great dreams in his heart, but he cannot be imprinted by the world. Birds are flying, spring is coming, and flowers are blooming.

70. I feel like I am living a life isolated from the world, and the outside is calling me and letting me come.

But I looked away, even smiling felt luxurious.

71. Someone is here, calling me to come over because her world is filled with joy. There is someone on the other side, but a person is still walking lonely, numb and silent, but still silent. I can't go there, talk to them, or know their inner secrets.

72. Who is calling to come over from the other side? How many people still stubbornly live alone under the blue sky? Who is calling out to whom, and who is passing by? In the happy surroundings, how many people are guarding that distant dream in a city of one person.

73. Many days later, when I walked through large groups of strangers, no one paid any attention to me. I know this is no longer a place for me to show off. No one knows I'm a good kid. Without anyone I still have the innocence of a child. No one knew that I could write beautiful articles, and no one knew that I could easily win prizes in competitions. I am ordinary, I am simple. I am just a clay figurine left behind by Empress Nuwa.

74. It was the end of early 2008, and the sky finally started to snow. The campus is bustling with activity. The snow was falling around me, and I suddenly felt a warm feeling, and I just wanted to be with you.

75. I started to feel sad when I saw you with other boys. I suddenly realized why I was so stingy. But I’m just so angry.

76. For the sake of a great personality, I decided not to ask you anything. Be with whoever you want to be with. I want to calm down again and face my life.

77. The place where dreams begin

In an ancient city

78. Many words have not been written down

Many memories are just Abandoned like this

79. The cool breeze blows and the soot settles, as if it is a depraved life. I'm often confused in it, and I don't know why.

80. Walking the same route every day, going to the same places and doing the same things over and over again, seeing some familiar people or unfamiliar people, the monotony, boredom, and nausea are so boring that people can’t live. . But, I never complain.

81. On a sad rainy day, the cold air rushed towards me and disrupted all my thoughts. I decided to leave.

82. I stood in an ancient city, looking up at the sky like a child. The center of the dream began to be torn apart by ties, and lonely flowers bloomed beside it. I was like a wounded bird. I didn't cry when I fell. The numb pain began to escape.

83. Madness took me into another world, where my youth began to become domineering.

Reality has betrayed me and hindered my dreams. The strange thing is that I didn't cry, I tried my best to walk towards the end of the world.

When I reach the end of the world, it is also the end of my destiny. Everything will change and a new perfect world will begin.

Human beings are subject to birth, old age, illness and death, and all things are imperfect. It keeps me running hard, but not for that perfect combination.

I want to create a miracle and stand on the roulette wheel of reincarnation with the most beautiful smile.

The picture of being tied up and frozen.

84. When I am with you, I have no right to refuse, just like a bird trapped in a cage. But I'm very satisfied.

I saw so many students going back and forth, and I wanted to go back to school.

85. The solid thoughts accompany me, the selfish people protect my life, and the fallen life pollutes my holy dreams. I'm really sad and uncomfortable.

86. No one knew, and no one asked me why I came here suddenly. I tried my best to tell them, and he smiled vaguely in half understanding. Their smiles made me despair.

87. I want to leave, I don’t know how many times I have thought about it. The person who loves me the most is my father. My mother will never truly love me. On the verge of standing at 17 years old, I grow up little by little, and get older little by little. Youth is squandered in luxury, just squandered. I didn't shed a tear.

88. I was homeless for six days and then stayed at an old Sichuan restaurant. Got a job. I'm no longer homeless. They were also nice to me. I started to have a place to live, and I could spend every day happily.

89. I am very tired from walking and I really don’t want to leave anymore. Staying in a strange place, putting on work clothes and starting a new job, I want to go back every day and move forward every day.

90. Stop talking about the money you have. But I learned how to survive. I'm really tired. I haven't been to the Internet cafe where I used to live for a few days. After going there once when wages are paid on the 5th, it will probably be a permanent separation. It’s impossible to go there just once. I'm afraid it will give me a familiar extreme taste and make me suffocate. The place where I had lived for almost a month felt like I was back in time. There will be no going back to the past. This is true.

91. There are still five days left. I am deciding whether to leave or stay. I don’t want to know whether to leave or stay now. It doesn’t mean much to me. I'm really tired, but I feel like I'm not tired. Maybe I'm numb. It was so numb the first time, and that was true.

92. I was so tired from walking that I finally found a place to stop.

Reluctantly doing some very menial tasks and still smiling.

93. Escape again

Still crazy, still rebellious, still naive.

I want to go back to school

I want to leave this ancient city

There is nostalgia everywhere

My eyes are full of bustling traffic, rushing traffic crowd.

I shed tears again.

This is a reverse journey

94. When I got on the train, I thought about how I had contacted so many people, done so many things, and passed through so many places. Bubble. I'm reminiscing. This feeling is really sweet.

95. What you have walked through is the past, what is under your feet is the present, and what is in front of you is the future.

I no longer want to live like this, leaving suddenly and coming back suddenly.

I want to commemorate this kind of life and these retained memories as beautiful memories, but they will not enter my life.

96. Chang said: Live an ordinary life and live in a cool and unrestrained way

97. Time, years, years, they are all passing by, we are still growing up, a long time ago I put The watch is set forward three minutes to save them, but what about "them"?

98. It’s a month in a blink of an eye, and it’s a new year in the blink of an eye. Time cannot go back, but memories can, and those unhappiness have turned into happiness...

99. Life is a stage, we act on it. Life confuses us, some people fall because of it, some people waste their time, and some people are at a loss. Some people face it bravely. Time flies, no matter whether the next second is happy or sad, I will greet it with a smile. To express my love for life and cherish time.

100. Someone is leaving, and someone else will leave next. They are all my best classmates. The unpredictable will continue to happen one after another. God allowed me to endure this pain, but I used "lightness" to resist it indifferently, so as not to be too hurt.

"I am a flower, for whom do I bloom quietly"

In the midsummer after the college entrance examination, the sun seems to last forever Hanging above the head. The white light stings people's eyes. The whole world seemed to be filled with pure white.

Stadium, I once pointed at this place and said: I must work here after finishing the college entrance examination. In the end, these words really came true.

It is a prosperous song city.

How should we describe our current life like this?

The rendering of the singing seems to have never stopped. Songcheng is an entertainment place for rich people and social scoundrels.

There are also those who play with their youth in time. A girl who will do anything for money. I think their ending will be tragic in the end.

There is nothing of my faith here.

The world is too dirty and there is no place for dreams and innocence.

As I am about to turn eighteen, I am undergoing a dramatic transformation in my life.

Forced me to grow up quickly. But I don’t want to grow up yet. Always live a simple and happy life like a child. How nice it would be. They knew it, so they laughed disgustingly.

Is everyone secular and like you?

They began to teach me: I must be serious about my work.

They said to me: Ha, kid. No matter what job you do, you must have a certain appearance.

I said: Oh

They also told me that no matter where I go, I must be down-to-earth.

I said: Yes.

However, I am still alone, still lonely, and still like to carry my bag and go on unfamiliar roads.

I have no words for you. There is no result in cultivating feelings with you.

Whenever I write, my mind always goes blank.

I have been like this for many days. What is the difference between living like this and killing me?

Under the scorching sun, if combined with the sultry wind. What kind of style should it be?

That’s the style!

This is also my time to go out.

If you stay in this place for a long time, you will only be left with a lot of boredom.

I still do those things every day, and I still make so much noise every day. What I see when I look up every day is the same blue sky.

Hey, do you know?

Now, I work hard every day. I get to talk to a lot of girls every day.

Is the life I am living now a blessing?

However, I finally knew it wasn’t.

If I were to leave now, I would never miss anything here.

Am I staying here just for that little salary?

Because this place is destined to me.

A road in this place is actually called Xi'an Road. And my hometown is Xi'an. Moreover, my colleague actually stayed in Xianyang for three years. When I said that, he sounded so kind in his words.

When fate runs out, I will disappear from this place. You also see an innocent child here.

Facing difficulties from others. I still can't say the most vicious thing. I can only quietly isolate some people from my world, forever.

I am planning to leave now.

In fact, time is frozen from the beginning. Up to three months. At least we don’t know yet. Maybe tomorrow, maybe the day after tomorrow. Maybe many days. But definitely not forever.

I am thinking that they can earn a lot of money every day, live like a young lady every day, and smile every day. If so, time has passed. When they grow old, what will be left behind?

Will it leave regrets or sadness?

There will always be a distance between those born in the 1980s and us born in the 1990s. Say what is done here is wrong, say what is done there is not good. No matter how hard you scold me, I won't be able to become a person born in the 1980s.

They are not just a young lady. And me. And me.

I seem to be useless now.

Tsinghua University said: Girls come here just for money.

I saw them smiling when they welcomed guests. At that time, I was wondering what their mood was like.

Don’t they think their youth is a kind of decay?

If I leave. It continues here. There are thousands of singing cities in the world, and there are thousands of young ladies going on. What can I do?

I just want to tell you that some things cannot be exchanged for money.