1.
In the autumn of 2006, the heat dissipated a little late. It was the first day of military training. The sun was shining brightly, and the sun was beating gongs and drums and didn't want to leave the Tropic of Cancer. It seemed that I had tried my best to tell the world that I hadn't left!
My aunt visited Wutong impartially on that day, so before the end of military training in the morning, Wutong fainted gloriously and smashed straight to the ground.
It was the first time she and Wang Shuo met-as a class liaison, he picked up a face of soil and a face of blood and ran to the infirmary desperately. The phoenix tree was not thin at that time, and his body was meaty.
Whenever the queen of the phoenix tree thinks back and forth about the first side of herself and Wang Shuo, she is as upset as listening to her nails across the blackboard.
After the military training, Wutong specially went to pick out a pen and gave it to Wang Shuo. It was the first time that she saw the boy at close range, clean and delicate, tall and thin.
Wutong has a good friend named Xiaoqing. After graduating from junior high school, they entered the same high school hand in hand, and their revolutionary friendship is deeply rooted.
"Indus." Xiaoqing took her arm. "I think there are only two boys in our class who are handsome."
"Which two?"
"Zhang Yu and Wang Shuo."
"Wang Shuo is not your dish."
"You still know me!" Xiaoqing winked. "I left Zhang Yu for myself, Wang Shuo. I helped you find it, for he hugged you."
"To you, just start school plan puppy love ah, you still don't take an examination of the university? Besides, I'm afraid Wang Shuo hasn't even seen what I look like yet. The first time we met, we looked like dirt. It's still a patch. "
It was a day after school. Wutong met Wang Shuo at the school gate. She subconsciously touched her nose and was about to say hello when she heard someone calling him behind her.
Looking round, it's Song Ningning of my class.
She took a few quick steps to keep up with Wang Shuo. "Wang Shuo, can you give me your phone number?"
"A class, can't the school say something?" Wang Shuo replied
"Why are you so stingy? I'm afraid I'll harass you."
Indus didn't listen any longer, and silently passed away from them. Later, Wutong heard that Song Ningning had always had a crush on Wang Shuo.
In the next semester of senior one, Xiaoqing and Zhang Yu really became boyfriend and girlfriend. For the convenience of dating, the two of them used Wutong and Wang Shuo as shields every time. Xiaoqing said that Wutong came out to play, and Zhang Yu told her family to play ball with Wang Shuo. So the four of them often spend holidays together.
That year's summer vacation, the four of them made an appointment to travel to the mountains together. They lived in a farmhouse at the foot of the mountain, and at night they chatted while drinking beer by the river. It was the first time for Wutong to drink. After a bottle of beer, I felt a little dizzy.
The place where they eat is still a certain distance from the public toilet, and Xiaoqing is already drunk, so Wang Shuo accompanied Wutong in the moonlight and felt his way to the bathroom.
There was almost no light in the middle of a ramp, so Wang Shuo said to Wutong, "The road is not easy. If you are afraid, you can hold my clothes."
Indus reached out and leaned forward, accidentally touching Wang Shuo's finger-his finger was a little cold on a summer night. Wutong rebounded and took back his hand, but it was held by Wang Shuo.
"Let's go." Wang Shuo said quietly, and there was something irresistible in his tone.
Fortunately, the night was dark that night, otherwise Wang Shuo would have seen the phoenix tree blush behind his ears.
Long after coming back from the summer vacation, Wutong didn't see Wang Shuo. Xiaoqing and Zhangyu gradually got bolder, and they didn't need to pull two human shields when they went out on a date, so suddenly Wutong and Wang Shuo had no reason to continue to be good friends.
Wutong never understood whether the hand-holding between the two men that night was a signal that their relationship had changed, or because of the protection of good friends.
She only dared to ponder silently in her heart. I don't know who Wang Shuo got it from-on her birthday, Wutong received a note from Wang Shuo, with the short words "Happy birthday."
The heart of the phoenix tree is as soft as the lake in spring, wandering in the warm sunshine.
2.
The year of the second year of high school was the centenary of their school. Wutong took several boys and girls in the grade to dance together. One week before coming to the stage, a boy in the dance team wanted to give up because of family opposition.
It was useless for Wutong to persuade him, so he went back to the classroom and began to cry on his desk.
Xiaoqing chased after her from the outside. Before she reached the phoenix tree, Wang Shuo pulled her to her side. "What happened to the phoenix tree?"
"Lu Yu made her cry. I don't know what happened."
Wang Shuo's face sank. Without saying a word, he rushed out of the classroom and took Liu Yu out of the classroom next door with his collar.
"What's wrong with you wutong! ？”
"What's wrong with her?" He was a little surprised.
"Tell you a few words back to cry, what did you say to her! ？”
Liu Yu was obviously frightened by Wang Shuo. "I didn't say anything. My parents knew that I was rehearsing dance and flew into a rage, saying that I was doing nothing and told me not to schedule any more programs. I, I can't go on stage. "
"You ... don't just dance on stage, rehearse for so long and you won't jump if you sayno. How many words can you learn in the time you save? “
Liu Yu looked down. "Wang Shuo, don't push me. I don't want to. I ... I'll think about it."
"Like a man, either don't promise at first, or don't give up. Did you see how the phoenix tree cried? "
"I didn't expect her to cry. I didn't mean to. "
"You'd better think clearly. If Wutong shed tears because of you again, I will never let you go."
Turning around, Wang Shuo saw Xiaoqing chasing after him. "Wocao, Wang Shuo, I have witnessed it all the time. I've known you for so long, and I've seen you so angry for the first time!" Xiao Qing told Wang Shuo with golden eyes after Lu Yu left.
Wang Shuo some embarrassed low head "I, see not girls cry. You, don't tell Wutong. "
The next day, Lu Yu came to the class and apologized to Wutong, so she gave up the idea of giving up acting. Wutong was surprised at the sudden change of Liu Yu's attitude.
Xiao Qing smiled mysteriously. "Although I promised Wang Shuo, I won't tell you that I will really suppress internal injuries! Wang Shuo is so handsome! "
......
On that day in physical education class, the teacher asked boys and girls to divide into groups. Wutong summoned up his courage and walked to Wang Shuo to thank him.
In the sunshine, the handsome boy wore a white sweatshirt, as clean as an April day.
As a result, Song Ningning beat us to it. Wutong suddenly stopped and found the boy next door to Wang Shuo.
I don't know whether it was unintentional or intentional. Song Ningning twisted his foot and threw himself on the ground in front of Wang Shuo, crying out of breath. Wang Shuo then stepped forward and picked up Song Ningning and walked to the infirmary.
From that day on, Song Ningning had Wang Shuo's help every day in and out of school.
Song Ningning likes Wang Shuo, and everyone in the class knows it. Her high-profile feelings seem to have been announced to the whole class that Wang Shuo is hers.
Wutong can only keep a distance from Wang Shuo, as if it were a little closer to Wang Shuo, as if to rob others. If Wang Shuo takes a step further, she will take a step back. She can't tell the feelings in her heart. What's more, Wang Shuoming knows Song Ningning's feelings for himself, and he may also like her slowly.
At that time, there was another boy in the class, Xiao K, who always liked Chinese parasol trees. Every day, he liked to bring snacks to Chinese parasol trees.
Little K didn't confess to Wutong. Whenever Wutong said, "You don't always have to bring me food." In the same kind of words, Xiao K always said, "We are buddies, don't think about it."
After physical education class that day, Xiao K and Wang Shuo came back to the class sweating together after playing the ball. Xiao K went to the Wutong table and conveniently picked up the glass she put on the table and drank it.
"hey! You! " Wutong had no time to stop him.
"Why are you so stingy? I'm dying of thirst!"
Wang Shuo silently returned to his seat, and Song Ningning hurriedly handed a bottle of mineral water to Wang Shuo. When the students around him saw it, they immediately began to boo.
"Show love, die fast!" "Ouch, I'm thirsty! I also want to drink water. "
Wang Shuo's face turned red and white, and he suddenly became angry. "Can you stop being so boring! Song Ningning and I have nothing! "
Song Ningning's face next to her was instantly white, and her smile froze on her face.
"Your leg has healed. You don't need my help. Don't bring me anything to eat or drink in the future." With that, Wang Shuo walked outside the class.
Song Ningning asked for leave the next day. I heard that she cried in the dormitory for a long time.
A few days later, students from Song Ningning Community ran to Wang Shuo when they came to class in the morning and said to him, "I heard that Song Ningning cut his wrist with a razor blade at home!"
Wang Shuo was at a loss. After school, Wang Shuo took Yu Chen to accompany him to Song Ningning's home to see her.
I don't know how they comforted Song Ningning at home. In short, when she appeared again, she was still caring and attentive to Wang Shuo, and she was concerned about her safety. Wang Shuo no longer refused fiercely.
Wutong once cried quietly. Whenever she saw the picture of Song Ningning smiling around Wang Shuo, she would feel wronged and sad.
It's like when I was a child, watching my favorite kite break its thread in the air, staggeringly falling from the sky and falling to a place where she could never find it again.
At the end of the second year of high school, Wutong received a text message from Wang Shuo, "Happy birthday to you."
3.
One evening self-study in senior three, several students in the class were called to the teacher's office respectively, and when they came back, most girls were crying. Yu Chen and Xiao Qing are no exception, and they have been talked by the teacher-someone told the teacher about the puppy love in the class.
Xiao Qing cried with phoenix tree in her arms. "What the old class said was terrible. He said that Yu Chen studied well, so why should a girl like me delay him? What an insult! He also said that he would tell my parents! “
Yu Chen sat on his seat with his fist clenched, his knuckles turned white, and Wang Shuo sat beside him silently.
People in the class were jittery. At this time, Wutong was also called to the office. The head teacher spoke vaguely and there was no fierce rhetoric. Probably, she was told to accept her heart and prepare for the exam. Wutong came back inexplicably.
Song Ningning stood out at this time, with a smug expression on her face. "Everyone else went in and cried, but you are the only one who has nothing. It's obvious that you are the snitch! Indus, you are shameless! "
"Rice can be eaten indiscriminately, but words can't be blather! What makes you say it's me? What proof do you have? Who do you care about? Who doesn't understand? Why didn't you get called in? "
Wang Shuo stood up. "Indus, it's not what you think. Don't talk nonsense."
"I blather? Can such a thing as a snitch be planted on people? "
"Then why are you all right?" Song Ningning is aggressive.
"Are you out of your mind? I went in last! How can I snitch? "
"Then how do I know that Xiaoqing is your good friend? You don't forget to snitch. You are shameless!"
Wutong was angry at the moment and reached out and slapped Song Ningning.
"Indus!" Wang Shuo grabbed her. "What are you doing?"
"What shall I do? I hit her mouth that can't talk! "
Song Ningning stood on the side with tears in her eyes. "Wang Shuo ..."
"If it's not, it's not. Why are you hitting people?" The girl who has a good relationship with Song Ningning in the class said on one side, and then came up and put her arms around her.
"Who told her to talk nonsense!" Little K came forward. "Have you been wronged?"
"I believe it's not a phoenix tree." Xiao Qing pulled the phoenix tree behind him. "You have not been called in. No one is qualified to question the phoenix tree. In short, I said, it will never be her! Song Ningning, talk about evidence. You just don't jump out. I just remembered when you jump out. Isn't the director of the guidance office your little brother? Other students in the class don't know, but I know it very well! Speaking of it, you are much more convenient than others. "
Song Ningning changed his face "I didn't! Not me! Xiaoqing, I am kind enough to help you resist injustice. Don't be ignorant of good people. "
"I'm not rare! You keep your sympathy. Put such a big game, the original is waiting for phoenix tree here? Sorry, we met when we were naked, saying that she told me, don't be funny! "
Xiao Qing dried her tears, not to be outdone, and took the phoenix tree and went "phoenix tree, go!" Who wants to do what! "
After that night's incident, Wutong and Xiaoqing were called their parents in succession. In a rage, Wutong simply went to a subordinate unit of the tax bureau and did not go to school again.
After leaving, Wutong did not contact Wang Shuo again. On her birthday that year, she still received a blessing message from Wang Shuo.
Wang Shuo was later admitted to a university in their city, and from then on, Wutong felt that two people had entered two worlds.
Wutong also attended the reunion after graduation.
That night, the students talked a lot and drank a lot of wine. Laughing and crying, Xiao Qing held the phoenix tree "you ya of! Why don't you accompany me to college? You're not interesting enough. I am reluctant to part with you. "
Wutong's eyes are wet.
She saw Wang Shuo's tall figure from a distance. He held a glass and Yu Chen held several people together, laughing and making noises. Wutong looked at his side face and tears fell down.
He held hands in the mountains that night, looking for Lu Yu for her, and never forgot his birthday.
Wang Shuo never said that he liked himself. But her feelings for him have quietly spread throughout her heart.
"Why are you crying?" A familiar voice appeared in her ear.
Xiao Qing is well-advised to stand up and go to the side of Yu Chen.
Indus banished to "no ..."
"How are you recently?" The familiar outline stood in front of the phoenix tree.
"Very good."
"Are we still friends in the future?"
"Of course. I have seen your short messages every year. Thank you. "
In Wang Shuo's eyes, there is some passing sadness and heartache. "In fact, many things are not what you think. I, I always believe in you. "
"Don't talk about it. Come on, have a drink." Indus raised his glass and drank it off.
"Drink less, your capacity for liquor is so poor. Or just pour a bottle? "
I remembered the night of the summer vacation, and the tears of Wutong swept out. "Do you still remember?"
"Well, I remember it very clearly."
"Wang Shuo, I've always wanted to ask you, I'm ..." Wutong's words haven't been exported yet, and Song Ningning hugged Wang Shuo from behind with alcohol. "Wang Shuo! People all over the world know that I like you, but you don't know, right? "
Wang Shuo stood up uncomfortably and tried to break free. "Do you believe I can die for you?" Song Ningning cried and said to him.
Indus stood there, sneer at the bottom of my heart.
"You drink too much, Song Ningning." Wang Shuo wanted to push her away, and Song Ningning was like a pool of mud, lying on Wang Shuo, and several girls she had a good relationship with deliberately ignored her.
Wutong couldn't stand it, got up and walked away.
"Indus!" Wang Shuo called her.
"You take good care of her." Say that finish, wutong took the bag and left.
4.
Wang Shuo's freshman year was also Wutong's birthday. She was somewhat expecting and afraid of the birthday. Wutong received a QQ drift bottle, "I wish you a happy birthday, take care of yourself, and I don't know if you can see it."
Wutong took out his diary, just like in the past, copying Wang Shuo's blessings word by word. This book records the bits and pieces of her relationship with Wang Shuo over the past few years.
She suddenly misses Wang Shuo.
On Wang Shuo's birthday this year, Wutong ordered a cake. She decided to tell Wang Shuo that Wang Shuo liked her and they were together. Wang Shuo didn't like her, so she let go.
It was a drizzle and wet day, and there was a fresh earthy smell in the air. Wutong, with a cake in her hand, took a leave and ran to the gate of Wang Shuo's university. She asked Yu Chen to inquire about Wang Shuo's schedule that day.
She planned to appear at the door of Wang Shuo's last class with a cake, and then boldly confessed to him and packaged herself as a gift for him.
She thought so, smiled and approached the school.
After all these years, let her be brave this time.
The phone rang, and it was Xiao Qing "Dear! I have arrived at his school! I am so nervous! "
"Indus ..." Xiao Qing's tone is a little odd. "I Yu Chen said that Song Ningning confessed to Wang Shuo today and was rejected again. She committed suicide. Wang Shuo should be in the hospital now. "
Indus only felt that the brain was blank, like a body blow.
"Do you believe I can die for you?"
Song Ningning's words hovered in her mind.
When his classmates got together that year, when he and Song Ningning appeared in front of the phoenix tree together, they had already locked their fingers-Song Ningning became Wang Shuo's girlfriend.
That year, Wutong still received Wang Shuo's drift bottle "Happy Birthday."
When I saw these four words, Wutong cried.
Later, Wutong resigned, left the original city and went to Shenzhen to do a job in real estate sales. Since then, every year Wang Shuo's birthday wishes will come as scheduled.
Wutong has never been in love again, and family and friends have introduced several blind date objects, and they all broke up after a casual contact.
I received a QQ drift bottle on my birthday that year. In the drift bottle, he said, "Tomorrow is your birthday. Although I don't know who will accompany you, you should take good care of yourself. Why did you get an injection and a flat conductor a few days ago? Be better to yourself? In fact, sometimes you are indifferent. I don't know how you are getting better now, but I hope you are getting better and better. I wish you a happy birthday in advance. Eat food ~ "
Xiaoqing told him that once Wang Shuo and her had dinner with Yu Chen, Wang Shuo said, "No matter whether anyone else remembers my birthday, I will always remember it."
20/kloc-in the fifth year of Wang Shuo and Song Ningning's contact, on New Year's Day this year, Wutong talked about love, introduced it at home, and was stumbling for almost a year, ready to get married.
On the birthday of Wutong last month, Wang Shuo sent a Weibo with four words: Happy birthday!
When Wutong told me this story, he said, "In fact, I remember everything he said to me, and I also remember what he said on my birthday every year. I stayed behind with SMS, email and Weibo. This feeling is too beautiful and too heavy. He has never told me that he likes me. Sometimes it's better to forget about the rivers and lakes than to care about each other. Xiaoqing said to me,' You are a charming person'. He blessed my ninth birthday, and in the tenth year of next year, if ... Los Angeles, do you think there will be if? "
"With or without it, he will always remember you in his heart." I said to her.
Since two people love each other, why can't they be together?
We often ask such words, but the three words "together" are more beautiful than "I love you" sometimes.
There are so many people in the world who love each other but can't be together. It's not that they don't love enough, but that love is sometimes too proud, and there are too many mistakes in fate.
When I was a child, I never understood ashes of time. Later, every time I watched it, I would gain different meanings that belonged to my mood at that time.
I suddenly remembered my favorite passage in it, "When you want to know if you remember it, the clearer you remember it. I have heard people say that when you can't have it anymore, the only thing you can do is to let yourself not forget ... "