This afternoon I dug out an old photo at home. It was an old photo with yellowed edges and scratches of varying shades. The photo is really old, so old that it no longer has clear edges, the image is not that clear, and there are many yellow stains on the background. Although nearly forty years have passed by in a hurry, I can still identify everyone from the photos and remember their names.
Yes, life is short! The past forty years have gone by in a hurry, and things have changed and people have changed. Many people in the photo have successful careers, but there are also mediocre people like me. Whether it is success or failure, we mediocre people will not comment. However, we have to mention those who have long since left this beautiful world and accidentally knocked on the door of hell.
Looking carefully at the people in the old photos, it is not difficult to find that although everyone has different expressions and different clothes, there is a distinctive man wearing a hat sitting in the middle of the front row of the photo. It is today. The protagonist of this article, because his fate is indeed different. Judging from the photo, he wears glasses, is elegant, and has a very bookish look. Just based on the appearance in the photo, you wouldn't associate him with a murderer, right? However, he is really the murderer who caused a sensation in Shanghai back then.
The name of the man wearing a hat in the photo is Chen Guo. He was born in 1959 and entered the tax bureau in 1980. When he first entered the work unit, he was very shy, timid and bookish. Although I don't have much contact with him, we know each other. When he first started working, like all young people, he had ideals and ambitions, and was full of infinite yearning and hope for his future. In 1984, with good connections, he was successfully admitted to the Radio and TV University, and then he found a sweet girlfriend that he was happy with. Everything went smoothly, and a happy future seemed to be waving to him. Just when he was immersed in happiness and fantasy and longing for the future, misfortune came quietly.
What I remember is that one evening in the summer of 1986, I met a colleague on my way to get off work. The colleague said to me, "Chen Guo killed someone. He was on the second to third floors of Shanghai Beach World." At the corner, he stabbed his girlfriend dozens of times with a knife, and she died on the spot. "I remember that I couldn't believe it at the time. Why would Chen Guoping go to Shanghai to kill someone if he was as timid as a mouse? At that time, I firmly believed that my colleague had made a mistake. Maybe the murderer was someone with the same name. The news of Chen Guo's murder was confirmed after going to work the next morning. The initiator of the murder that shocked Shanghai was indeed him.
What a tragedy! The next day, the leader in charge of the tax bureau went to Shanghai to assist the Public Security Bureau in handling the case. Only later did we learn the reason for his murder. It turned out that Chen Guo was suffering from hepatitis B, which should have been a serious disease at the time. When everyone knew about his illness, his colleagues who had a good relationship with him began to alienate him intentionally or unintentionally, which more or less left a shadow in his heart. After his girlfriend's parents learned about his illness, they insisted that their daughter break up with him. My girlfriend’s grandfather was the director of the Anhui Office in Shanghai at the time. Her parents transferred the girl to work in Shanghai on the grounds of taking care of her grandparents. Of course, the transfer was done in secret. It wasn't until the night before his girlfriend left Hefei that her parents invited Chen Guo to dinner. During the dinner, they told Chen Guo that their girlfriend's family didn't want to hurt him, but they just wanted to slowly alienate him through time and space in the future, thinking that over time, Chen Guo would As time goes by, the love between them gradually fades away. Unexpectedly, when Chen Guo knew all this, he was struck by thunder and was at a loss. When he returned home, he was so narrow-minded that he could not accept the fact that his girlfriend left him. He felt that what he could not have could not be obtained by others. So, that night, he wrote suicide notes to his family members at home. He wrote to his parents that he had failed them in their upbringing, and promised that if there was an afterlife, he would still be their son. He also distributed his savings to his family members. . The next morning, he brought two bottles of poisonous drinks and a knife, and falsely claimed to his family that he was on a business trip to Nanjing and followed his girlfriend to Shanghai.
As soon as his girlfriend got off the train and arrived at her grandparents’ house, Chen Guo knocked on the door. Her girlfriend’s grandmother saw through the peephole that it was him who refused to let her in. The kind-hearted girl saw that it was a bit cruel to follow him so far away without seeing him, so she begged her grandma to let her go out to meet him and make it clear in person so that everyone could get together and part ways. A kind person, she never imagined that she would embark on a road of no return.
Chen Guo took the girl to the Bund, where they had a heart-to-heart talk by the roaring Huangpu River. He recalled their sweet love with her, and he selfishly asked them to never separate. His request was flatly rejected by the girl, and the frustrated Chen Guo demanded that the girl and he must be together whether they could become husband and wife or not. So he took out the poison he had prepared in advance and asked the girl to drink it with him. The girl once again rejected his unreasonable request. At this time, the girl obviously felt that she was in danger and insisted on leading Chen Guo to the big world with many people. At the corner from the second to third floors of the big world, Chen Guo saw the girl's intention. He knew that his beloved girl had decided to leave and could not return to him. He cannot tolerate the person he loves most betraying him, and the person closest to him staying away from him.
He felt that the world was dark. What was the difference between the world and hell in the years without girls? So, losing his mind due to love and hatred, he took out the knife he had prepared and stabbed the girl he loved crazily, twice...
That afternoon, there were many people in Shanghai World, so many people Stunned by his crazy behavior, no one dared to step forward to stop him. He let his wanton behavior show off his lustful power on the weak girl until the girl left with her innocence. When he confirmed that the girl was dead, he began to stab himself with a knife. In the end, he was subdued by security guards and arrested because he failed to stab the victim. After he was brought to justice, he went on a hunger strike and regretted it. Only then did he realize the value of freedom and the value of life. Chen Guo wrote a large number of letters of repentance in prison, but all of them were in vain. Justice is never late! What awaits him in the end is the gunfire of justice!
Some people say that "love is selfish." What I want to say is that his selfishness and narrowness are not called love! If you love her, you should give her happiness; if you love her, you should learn to let go.
Now, decades have passed by in a hurry, and no matter what Chen Guozai becomes under the spring, he will never meet his beloved girl again, because he has gone to hell...