Painful and happy.
Since I took out a loan to buy a house, my life has become extremely tight every day. I am not as lavish as before. I can buy whatever I want every day, and I have to think twice about buying clothes.
However, although life has become much tighter, I finally have a home of my own. The stable life makes me feel at ease. I have had enough of renting a house, even if Now I feel it is worth the hardship and fatigue.