I was born in a peasant family in a poor county. I should say that I am lucky, because I have studied hard at the cold window for more than ten years, and it is my pride to be admitted to the university. I can't help but be happy when I get the notice.
However, on the other hand, I am unfortunate. The family situation is not very good. Since then, this poor family has had another burden. Where does the annual tuition of more than 7000 yuan come from? Plus, my brothers and sisters are also in college. My father risked his life under the coal mine to earn money, which simply could not afford the expenses of my brother and sister. Mother is unable to take care of the 4 mu of thin land at home, except for the expenses of buying chemical fertilizers, pesticides, watering and cultivated land, there is little left. However, what makes me feel gratified is that I caught up with the national student loan and a series of financial aid policies for poor students, which gave me the opportunity to receive higher education.
Growing up in a poor mountain village, I know it is not easy to go to school. From the beginning of my freshman year, I have been frugal: I have to mend my clothes before I wear them; It's cold, running on the playground to warm up; When I am hungry, I will buy a rice and vegetables, and then enjoy them ... I never envy the scenery of others wearing high-end brand names and the romance before and after the flowers, because I believe that only through my own efforts can I hold up a blue sky of my own.
During my college years, I have been strict with myself and meticulous in my study. I am among the best in many subjects. He was once rated as an excellent three-good student and obtained many certificates such as accounting certificate, abacus certificate and level 4 certificate. And actively participate in various extracurricular activities organized by the school to improve their own quality in an all-round way.
In the autumn of 20 14, the selection of national scholarships and grants began, and I received a national grant of 2000 yuan. When a thick pile of money was handed over to me, I felt the affirmation of the country, the earnest hope of the government and the encouragement of the school. And I, besides studying harder and harder, can't think of a better way to repay. Inner feelings can't be expressed by a simple "thank you". Financial aid has helped me not only materially but also spiritually. This makes me look at those students with superior conditions with a normal heart. I understand. We are on the same starting line now. Their wealth will not have a great impact on our respective opportunities. We are equal.
However, I also clearly realize that funding is not lifelong support, but temporary support; Not a ladder to a happy world, but a driving force for us to work hard; It's not the clear sky in Wan Li, but the wings that can let us fight the wind and rain. The grant lent us a pair of powerful wings, and we will use them to fly hard.
I am very calm in the face of poverty and life. We can't choose our birth, but we can change our future. I always thought I was the lucky one of that era. In my most difficult time, the sunshine of the motherland warmed my heart and let me see the rainbow after the rain. In recent years, the state has promulgated a new financial aid policy, and more students will receive financial aid like us, and more and more poor students will not wander outside the ideal door. I thank our party and country, our society and our school. It is the state's subsidy policy that gives us poor students wings to fly. In order to get love, we should continue to pass on love ... I believe that as long as we keep a grateful heart, believe in ourselves and stick to it, our tomorrow will be more exciting!