Cancer is a core content of this play. The leading actor, Lao Bai, is full of stunts. He should be famous and rich, but he doesn't want to live in obscurity. Middle school chemistry teacher, with a low salary, works as a part-time cashier in a car wash shop, and is occasionally forced to wash the car by the boss and photographed by students. Life at this time is full of depression and injustice, but for the sake of family, Laobai can continue to be wronged and perfect. However, one day, Laobai ushered in an important barrier, that is, cancer. For ordinary families, cancer is simply a huge disaster, and it will face extremely difficult challenges both physically and economically. But for Lao Bai, this may be a gift.

According to Lao Bai's character and ability, such an obscure life should not belong to him. But after all, with the family, especially the slightly disabled child, Lao Bai can't have another chance to make great achievements. But what if you have cancer? Facing the threat of death, the lion, who had been sleeping for a long time, finally woke up. He's going to die anyway, why not give him some color to see see? From the beginning of timidity, I almost swallowed a gun to commit suicide, and then I killed people without blinking an eye. Lao Bai is not so much depraved as awakened the will to power in his body. After several seasons, I wandered about life and death several times, and saved the day several times. I can't help worrying about him from time to time

But then, I began to dislike him. It is from the beginning of the improvement of cancer that Laobai has no reason to toss again. He hit the wall with his fist angrily, so that his hands were covered with blood. Originally, he could find an excuse to make money for his family to share his wife's future mortgage, his son's college expenses and the basic living expenses at home. What is the reason now? He didn't want to stop. He needs to deceive himself.

There are two characters in the play that I appreciate very much. The first is uncle fried chicken, and the second is a science geek. Why? Because they are very pure people, they don't hide their inner desires, even if they can't tell others, at least they are sincere to themselves. Although they were all defeated by old hands, at least they lived clearly. But Lao Bai is different. After the cancer recovered, he had 10,000 chances to stop, but he didn't, so that Fan Xiao later questioned him. Is this really for the family?

The reason why cancer is the core of this play is because Lao Bai finally has a chance to face death. Camus has a saying: The only philosophical problem worth thinking about is suicide. One should think about whether his life is worth dying for. If he dare not die for it, then this life is not worth living at all. Even if most of us live a life that is not worth living, we comfort ourselves, which is ordinary and valuable. But Lao Bai had a chance to think about it. Facing death, he knew exactly what his life was like, but his cancer got better again. When the death crisis is over, all his lies should be exposed, and Laobai still chooses to deceive himself.