Six years ago, I had just graduated from college, and a so-called friend of my father opened a quite large group company. My family has been running a clinic for decades and has accumulated a lot. At that time, my father lent him more than 10 million, mortgaged his house for 5 million, and borrowed several million from friends at relatively low interest rates. The interest rate was very low. My father was greedy and wanted to invest in the factory to earn the high interest rate difference promised by the boss. Unexpectedly, the boss still didn’t pay, and everything accumulated by his family was gone. He also borrowed money from banks and friends. I was so overwhelmed that I borrowed money from relatives and friends to mortgage my house and then borrowed money from the bank to pay off the debt. Keep tearing down the east wall to make up for the west wall. It has been 6 years now. Sometimes, I don’t believe in fate, but the more I delay paying back the money, the harder life gets. The clinic’s business gets worse and worse, and the money I owe becomes more and more. The more I want to make money, the more I invest, the more I lose money. After all these years, I still owe 4.5 million to the bank, and several million more to relatives and friends. My own business is not very profitable. I help my family raise some money to pay off debts, but I have no money to buy goods. Many customers don’t have money to buy the goods they want. I also owe more than 100,000 yuan on various credit cards. Although the question is about loan sharking, I don’t know how high the so-called loan sharking is. I think anything that I can’t afford can basically be considered a loan sharking. As for how I feel, I can't sleep every night, I suffer from severe depression, and the thought of committing suicide flashes through my mind every day. I get up every day and think about how much money I need to make today to pay off the debt. I eat steamed buns and drink cold water. I don't dare to buy them when it's cold. clothing. There are many people in my heart. Thinking about death is too cowardly, but being strong is too difficult. Finally, just do your essential work well. Sometimes, your destiny may decide how much money you can earn. People should make progress, but they cannot be greedy!