Choreographer 15 Undergraduate Choreographer Class 1

Liao Xiaopei

Each man is the architect of his own fate. Don't pay too much attention to the initial arrangement. If you are strong and persistent enough, the world will make way for you.

I don't have the inspirational experience of being admitted to a prestigious school in Top Students, nor the ability to master everything in chess, calligraphy and painting, nor the face of sinking fish and falling geese, nor the distinguished family background. It's like the world of mortals, but even the world of mortals can still pursue what they want.

Me, very ordinary. A southern Hakka girl, her parents started working for more than 20 years under the trend of going south to work in the 1990s, including production line, overtime, canteen and dormitory ... Every year in Spring Festival travel rush peak, she carries big bags and small bags at the passenger station and leaves home again on the seventh and eighth days of the seventh year. I grew up with my grandparents, but I am still healthy and sunny because of the lack of fatherly love and maternal love.

I have no brothers or sisters. When people ask, they all envy me as an only child. Only child? In the face of this word, I can only secretly shake my head. Am I really an only child? I am an only child. The bad luck of five years ago still reverberates in my mind. Yes, I'm not an only child. I once had a smart and lovely brother, but he left us on 20 1 1 forever. He has congenital acute pneumonia. I clearly remember the lovely one who never came out after being rescued in the ICU of Guangzhou Children's Hospital ... Grandma and mom knelt on the ground and growled heartbreakingly. That was the first time I saw grandpa cry. As a junior high school student at that time, I experienced the pain of losing my loved ones for the first time. The white-haired man sent the black-haired man away and scattered his brother's ashes on the beach in Guangzhou. Grandma said: son, you don't have to take injections and take medicine every day, and the next generation doesn't have to suffer any more ... everyone's eyes are wet and my mother is crying. I have forgotten what heavy steps I took that day to leave Na Pianhai.

My mother didn't eat or drink for a few days, which was the pain of a mother losing her child. Besides, in order to treat the disease, she was heavily in debt. My mother said in despair: nothing, I have nothing ... I also want to end my life.

"Mom, you still have me, you still have me!" I hugged her, and for the first time, I felt so close to my mother. From that moment on, I realized that I was different from other children and had more responsibilities. I must let my mother live a good life in the future.

Time is the best medicine, and my mother has become stronger. I also changed from a junior high school student to a college student, and became the person with the highest education in my family. Every time I go home, my family just earnestly tells me to study hard. Without knowledge and culture, you are destined to live at the bottom of society.

In 20 15, I received the university admission notice as I wished, but the expensive tuition bill mixed with it made my parents feel a little heavy in joy. Father's back has been arched, and the camel can't correct it anymore. Just when my family was worried about my tuition, I learned that I could apply for a national student loan, which solved a big problem in my enrollment. I can't think of any better words to describe my feelings at that time, except gratitude and gratitude, which was sent to me by the state.

So I stepped into the school gate with the expectation of the university. I found that this is not quite the same as the university I imagined. The students around me are holding iphone ipad iPads, discussing cosmetics that they don't understand at all, dressing themselves carefully every day, and discussing which store and style with a treasure ... A casual dress of others may be my parents' salary for one month, and a small bottle of cosmetics of others may be my living expenses for one month ... Compared with paying a student loan. With a dream, what I want, I will get it through my own efforts.

Going to college, because the environment is relatively relaxed, it is different from the previous high school life, and there is a lot of time to arrange freely. I remember when I first went to college, I began to feel confused every day in the face of unfamiliar environment and lack of courses, and felt that I was doing nothing and wasting my time every day. Reflect on yourself, don't allow your university to be so decadent, and don't allow yourself to live the life of a young master and princess with the tuition borrowed from student loans.

It is said that the university is a big stage, and I will not feel inferior in this master campus. In many clubs, I join the school debate team and study and train during my lunch break every night. I am tired and happy. Thankfully, our team won the Excellent Team Award and I became a member of the excellent debater. I love my voice, too. I like to transmit my voice through the microphone. I joined the school radio station and started to have my own podcast on litchi FM. When I update a program every time, the broadcast volume gradually increases, and the audience begins to give me support and encouragement. All these make me feel gratified and become my motivation. In my spare time, I like to go to the library, which is a quiet place. Like the atmosphere of reading, give yourself a quiet thinking.

In fact, when it comes to dreams, there is always a surge of emotion. Yes, I have the heart of a young woman in literature and art. My dream is: The world is so big, I want to go out and have a look, a SLR, a backpack and a book, and go to every corner I yearn for.

As Mr. Ji Xianlin wrote in his Journey of Life, there is no great motive or even any grandiose reason for wanting to go abroad, but the reason is that our life is too short, so we should see more things.

Young and frivolous, I have the same yearning for poetry and distance. The call of distance is too strong, but for poor students who have no financial resources, the convenience of poetry and distance has become a delusion and can only be tolerated temporarily.

However, I still stubbornly believe that one day, I will go abroad to have a look. In order to defend my dream, I began to learn about China tourism, and slowly practiced my spoken English and listening. It turns out that the world is so big that I want to go out for a walk. This is by no means nothing. You need to have enough courage, understand the local human geography, customs and customs, and have a knowledge reserve. Only by traveling can we really broaden our horizons and increase our knowledge.

I can't decide my birth, my parents and my environment, but I can choose my attitude towards life. On the premise of my enthusiasm and youth, on the basis of the professional knowledge I have learned, and with my dream of a distant place, I will go all the way forward! Dream is a horse, you can live anywhere.