? When I first entered high school, such a sense of loneliness again and again assaulted me. Not only the first night I entered the school, but also many naps or evening breaks afterward, this sense of loneliness invaded my brain at any time, and nostalgic thoughts haunted me all the time. Of course, high school life was filled with classes and homework, so it wasn't like I was in a void of loneliness. As for why I didn't get rid of the loneliness as quickly this time as I did last time, it's probably because of the environment. From the beginning of high school, I y feel the sense of difference, may be a little superiority in junior high school learning, but to high school, this superiority in learning disappeared, in addition, but also felt more aspects of the difference, whether it is family, or appearance, let me feel very inferior is very out of place, so this is also the reason for the sense of distance, right. Fortunately, the students are very good, in the good family education under the cultivation they are also very polite, but also play well with a few students, so far also keep in touch.
? At that time, I felt that high school life is very slow and very depressing, never end of the mountains of homework, never end of a section of the classroom ...... and after looking back, but also feel that the three years also like a moment in the past. Afterwards, it is also very smooth to enter the university life, I thought that after the destruction of high school, to the university can be considered a liberation, however, for me it is indeed a liberation.
When I first entered the university, I was not familiar with my roommates, and there was a period of loneliness, and then, as in junior high school, as I became familiar with my surroundings, I slowly eliminated that feeling. College life is also quite pleasant, the feeling of loneliness disappeared for a long time, but to this day, I feel the loneliness again.
Graduation, the beginning of the days of renting a room, may be before and college students to share the rent, there is no sense of loneliness, although the environment is not familiar with the surrounding people at least is familiar with. But before the resignation of this side of home, now re-rental of the house, just moved in yesterday, although also with an elementary school classmates together with the co-rental, but she got up and went out this morning, I woke up alone to open my eyes in a moment, the feeling of loneliness and embraced into the mind, surrounded by a silence, unfamiliar with everything, no one familiar with the people next to me, I felt as if I was the only one on the island, the feeling of loneliness seems to be even more than ever before. This feeling of loneliness seemed to be stronger than ever. I have always felt that I love loneliness and freedom before, and I have always felt that I want to experience more different things, but this morning I hesitated, I may be misunderstanding myself, in fact, I have never been strong enough to be alone, I am just used to pretending that I can be alone.
? Before has been entangled to stay in the big city work or go home to small county, really entangled countless times, through this morning such a sense of loneliness, I may still be suitable to stay in the small county, want to stay close to home, want to stay close to good friends. I have to say that the big data good will take the heart, this morning open a book, just saw such a sentence.
Well, immediately about the high school classmates, to go out later, if a person in this room to stay a day, I may be depressed for a day.