Maybe he was really angry, so he didn't say that, but I don't know what boys think. As a girl, when I am angry, I will say something that I didn't mean. Obviously, I don't think so in my heart, but when I quarrel and get angry, I expand some small problems infinitely. Maybe your boyfriend is like that. It may also be that he suppressed himself for too long, and it took a long time, and occasionally it broke out. You said that he is patient with you at ordinary times, and he didn't tell you about the loan he borrowed because maybe your family conditions are better and boys need self-esteem. If it's a loan, it hurts my face. I think you should know more about your boyfriend. As a man, sometimes the pressure is really great.