A careless girl like me is never easy to see me feel sad easily, because I always feel that being alive and happy is the most important thing. But people are people after all. At some moments, sadness can't be suppressed and emotions can't be controlled. It may be a touching time, or it may be a dead of night.

1 It's very easy to feel sad when you leave. I have lived outside since junior high school and usually go home once a month. It's not a long time, but for such a long time, every time I get on the bus and watch my parents leave, my heart aches. I don't know why, maybe I think they are too hard, and my grades are not good enough to make them proud.

But I'm actually a good person. Every time I am in such a sad moment, I will secretly make up my mind to try my best to make my parents' efforts pay off. I must help them lighten the burden when I go home, otherwise it will be meaningless for me to go home. But I can't do it every time, so it's especially easy for me to feel sad when I'm sitting in the car, and it's especially easy to regret my own unconsciousness.

When I am in the dead of night, I think of something. It's late at night, and people are always easy to think. Every time I think of a person who has no obligation to be nice to me, I feel particularly regretful when I lose my temper with him because I can't control my emotions. However, I can't say sorry to him. I know I have deeply hurt others. No matter parents or friends, I don't know what to do at this moment, only sadness stays in my heart.

Late at night, a person keeps a diary alone to record what happened during this time. Good things are afraid that he will die and never come back; Sad thing, but the shadow in my heart has been lingering. Occasionally, when I look at the bits and pieces I recorded, I will think that time flies, people's life is very short, I still have a lot of things to do, and what to do next ... This unconscious sadness will arise.

Sadness is natural when something sad happens. Sometimes I can't do anything because of some uncontrollable accidents, and I don't know what to do. I can only use tears instead of missing, thinking that there will be more and more. Why add something to make life worse when life is already so hard? So I am getting more and more sad.

Some things happen to others, sometimes they are empathetic sadness, sometimes they are sympathetic to others' sadness, and sometimes they are sentimental. I think I can understand the feelings of others, because I have encountered similar things, so the sadness I spent a long time dispelling may come back.

People's life is really not smooth sailing. I believe that no one is really wonderful from birth to death. They must have encountered something painful and tragic. Sadness always comes quietly when they think about the present or the future.