Since September 19, 2021, I was defrauded of 130,000 by online telecommunications. By October 14, I suddenly learned that I had a loan of 50,000, repaid 60,000, and was defrauded of another 10,000. I once I thought about death. I had never thought about death before. Because with the loan, I had to repay 5,000 yuan on time every month. I was suddenly afraid of death. I was afraid that I would not repay the loan, and I was afraid that I would bring more trouble to my family. I thought of my parents, children, and husband because of the huge debt. At that moment, I was afraid of death because I was afraid of bringing debt to my family. What would they do? I can imagine that people should not be too selfish in life. I have been reading history and human nature since then, and recently I have been looking at life and death. Death is not scary, because when you die, you don’t know anything anymore. It is just like falling asleep. Regarding this, I have experienced the feeling of dying twice. The first time I was in junior high school. I fainted while standing in the morning. I didn't feel anything at that moment. When I woke up, I was lying down and my class teacher was saving me. If I couldn't wake up, I might die that time. I didn't feel anything. I just woke up. If I don’t come, I will no longer be me. Another time, I was swimming with my husband and I fell into the water. At that moment, if my husband didn’t save me,... . . I was later rescued by my husband. Death is not scary at all, because there is no pain or feeling. Do you feel it when you are sleeping? Death means sleeping all the time, so I am not afraid of death. People should not be so selfish in life. My parents gave birth to me , so that I can fulfill my mission and provide for my parents until they die. I gave birth to my son, who is still young and needs my care before he can grow up. People live to fulfill their mission and die without regrets. Life is not in vain, and death is not scary. What is scary is that living people can see everything away after experiencing life and death. I used to worry about all the difficulties, setbacks, and work in life, but now I feel relieved. Good health is everything. Millionaires, many videos, many people are suffering from illness and disability. The greatest happiness for people is that they can live to old age with the people they love without illness or disaster. When I met my husband, I didn’t know that my husband loved me before. Because my husband I can't bear to spend a dime on me. I am thirty years old this year and it is my rebirth. For the first time, I know that the person I love most is always by my side. I feel that this is my greatest happiness. Life and death are determined by fate. Wealth is in the sky. I will no longer worry about death. I will live well every day, because human power is also small and cannot determine the future. We can only grasp today. When you are alive, you have thoughts, you can feel pain, and you can feel. Happy, dead, everything has nothing to do with you, no thoughts, no pain, but death is not terrible, maybe, death is living, sleeping is the beginning, for waking up, everything in the universe is ever-changing, after experiencing death, see Only when you die can you live well. Being healthy and breathing every day means happiness and happiness. My work this year is not going well, I am unemployed, bored at home, I have encountered scams, and I can’t see anyone with my face. Next year, I will be my brand new One day, I grew up again. I fell in love with reading. I met Qin Shihuang, Chairman Mao, Hawking, Lu Buwei, and Wu Zetian. Live well while you are alive and live your own different life. The length is fixed, and the width is different. Life can be controlled by yourself. The premise is to save money, earn money, and work. Working is also to live and improve the quality of your life, so you still have to work hard and take care of your body at the same time, because there is only one body and only one internal organs. Take care of your body. Only with the medium of the body can we live well.