In this way, last July, I was pregnant with two children, which I didn't intend to have, because the pressure was too great and the economy was not good. Although we were all only children under the policy at that time, we didn't know if we could support it, so we never took the initiative. And this unexpected second child made me happy and worried. I told him as soon as I knew, whether it was necessary or not, everyone was having a hard time. Don't be reluctant, don't be sad. At that time, he said, there is. It will be harder in the future. I am glad that he made this choice, because it means that everyone still has confidence and hope. But I may be old and my health is not as good as before. In August, I went to the hospital to have a baby because of threatened abortion. At that time, I was worried about whether I could keep it, but I still worked hard. My husband also took care of me and took the initiative to share a lot of work to take care of my daughter. I stayed there for over a week. My husband comes to accompany me after work every day, and my daughter goes to accompany my grandmother. Because she doesn't like sleeping with her father, my husband was alone at home at night when I was in hospital. However, one afternoon while I was in the hospital, my husband suddenly sent me a short message, which was longer than any other short messages sent to me before. He told me that he was ashamed to face us again. He said that he owed a lot of money because of gambling, which was originally only 20,000 to 30,000. Later, I found that I couldn't repay it, so I went to get a credit card, one for two to nearly ten. Later, he went to the loan company for a loan, and the deeper he stepped on it, the bigger the hole he dug. He said he knew he had committed a heinous crime and didn't ask for my forgiveness. He didn't complain even if I wanted a divorce. He also said that because I didn't know before that he borrowed the money himself, I didn't have to pay the debt and bear it, and that I would confess everything to his parents. If I can't solve it, I'm going to commit suicide, so that my creditors can't catch up with me and don't have to involve me. Hehe, after reading that message, I really feel that I was too bad in my last life, and I will pay his debts in this life. I am sad, but I am more angry. Why can he hide such a big thing for so long? Is it because he is too strong and calm or because I am too credulous and careless? Does he say this because he loves me or because he doesn't love me? He also said he was going to die, saying there was nothing he could do. Does he have the courage to borrow money and pay his debts alive? Then why can't you think about me and my daughter before you take out the loan? And I'm not sure whether to hit people first or lose money by gambling.

Frankly speaking, I'm really a little afraid that he wants to die. If I am alone, I don't know how to face my future life. I am afraid that my daughter will live in a broken family. I don't want her to ask me, "Where's Dad?" All day. I don't want her to suffer all the ugly words and abnormal eyes. She is innocent. So I called him as soon as I saw it and scolded him for giving up the idea of suicide. As long as people are still here, there is a chance to turn over, never, no one, nothing. When he died, he didn't care about anything I think he is selfish. As for me, I have to take care of their life and spiritual education independently with my two children. Why do I have to bear all this alone? Why can't he cherish and consider this family more? He cried on the other end of the phone, saying that he was really ashamed of us and that he died without mercy. I really hate him, his cowardice, his actions and his concealment. If it weren't for the children, I would really agree to divorce. I don't want to spend the rest of my life with someone who doesn't cherish life or take it away. But because of the children, I finally compromised. However, this matter is too big. He said that he owed more than 400,000 yuan, which was an astronomical figure that ordinary families simply could not bear. I really don't know what he thinks. For emergency repayment, he borrowed higher interest, and when he couldn't solve it, he realized it was too late. This time, it is no longer a problem we can solve. We can only tell our parents.

That night, I cried all night in the hospital. I keep making myself strong, telling myself to be strong and brave for my daughter and the baby in my belly, but tears can't stop flowing. I told my mother about it. My mother is very angry and disappointed. Who would want her precious daughter to face all this? But I dare not tell my father. I'm afraid my father will beat him and hate him all my life. He will ask us for a divorce immediately, and he won't treat him as a daughter-in-law any more. So I helped him hide it except my mother and his parents, just to protect his face and dignity.

There is no other solution to hundreds of thousands of debts except selling houses. At that time, my father had cancer and almost all his savings were used up, so he was afraid to tell his parents before. There's nothing to hide now. I said it's a good thing I didn't kill your father directly. His parents also cried for a long time, calling him an unfilial son and saying that they really didn't want to help him ignore him for the sake of their two grandchildren. But things still have to be solved. I said that if I didn't help him, he really died and I would definitely get a divorce. Then you will not only lose your son, but also your grandson. Just help him this time. Finally, he decided to sell his parents' house and move in with us. Although it was very crowded and difficult, people finally came.